I’m just a stranger, even to myself.

Sectionals today.  I got third.  I was so exhausted even before I performed, for no good reason.  I made sure I got 12 hours of sleep, not counting the drive yesterday.  Driving tires me out, basically because I sleep the whole time, but I did it yesterday plus slept at night, so I should’ve been okay, right?  I guess that came off in my routine.  I didn’t tell my mom that I was feeling so tired because I think she would’ve flipped.  Coach OH! noticed and said maybe she was overworking me at practice.  She made a good point.  I’m keeping the same schedule I did before I went Venturing, but I also haven’t been skating for a good 6 months so I should be sore and exhausted.  The best thing really is to stick with it, though.  At least I still qualified, so I’m not totally out of it, but seriously, after sweeping Skate America, I thought for sure I’d take sectionals as well.  Maybe I was too overconfident.  Maybe I won’t die alone…

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